felt really shitty in e morning. felt as if i couldnt get to work. i mean i went to work but i sat in e office cubicle, feeling that i couldnt get to work.
i really couldn't take it. i hate my colleagues. i dun hate them lah, just dislike them. dunno what's wrong w them. they are so aloof. they are like, abnormal ppl who are so reserved, as if someone abused them or soemthing, aiyoh.
and i hate my work. it sux loh. i mean, my office environment not a bad place; i relax relax and also dun have much to do - NOW. but then, i just hate the monotony, the boredom of the work, so dull, so plain, nothing interesting - i mean, LIFE SCIENCES - how interesting is that?
i just have to bide my time. wait and wait and wait. until that day when i can finally leave. when would that be? a comfortable time would be in August, just after my drving test. then i would have saved sufficiently to leave for france. if i leave for france.
i want out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to go back to magazine publishing, etc
i dunno leh. maybe i m crazy.
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