majorca, singapore

tommorrow morning, i'm going to majorca for about 5 days.

also, today, i just learned that i'm heading back to singapore on 13th jan in the new year.

that means i wont be attending my winter graduation in jan and also, i wont be able to meet my brother and sis-in-law in paris originally planned for CNY.

i kinda feel kinda yucky. that going back to sg, means that i'm some kinda loser. i dunno. i m just set thinking still...

i hope not.

but then, i would have to go back to sg in early feb anyway so i'm just bringing my sg trip 1 month forward, am i not?

i'm moving to paris next year; not quite sure which months. maybe april, if everyhthing goes on well.

i was going to add a few lines here but i changed my mind cos i dont want my friends to think i'm some kinda freak.

if i sound like some kinda jetsetter, well, i m in some ways but honestly, there's a price to pay: poverty. i do live below e poverty line and i'm too fucking broke to even be able to afford holidays or paying the FUCKING AIRPORT TAX...