Thursday, January 24, 2008

living in sg

i dunno y. it's strange. this time, coming back to sg. leaves me feeling different.

e last time, i felt very close to home. like my relative. now, sg is just an overfamiliar relative.

last time round, e fears of overseas living made me that way. now, it's e opp. it's like living here, means that the demons are cming back - weight issue!?!

but then, if my weight issue disappears, maybe so will the fears about the weight thing.

i dunno what's happening but i know fear. F E A R. it's very big. in my heart, it seemed to have swallowed me whole, and left e skin behind, covering it like a blanket.

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