Tuesday, December 18, 2007

confronting your fear

can i do it? i dont want to continue to 'run', distract, escape.

i've been trying to escape for years, since SIM days when i hung out w friends, etc.

now i think it's time to stop running.

i think for years, it's like, i've been always trying to 'hold onto' someone to protect me from e ghosts who are reaching out their hands from e shadows.

the shadows are those pockets of time where i m alone; truly, especially when at sleep, or before i drift off to sleep. but then, once i m alone, they come, attack me.

imust find a way to stop them; to fend them off so that they won't come again. they will forvever be banished.

fuck ghosts.

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