musings before heading to paris

this morning 's a bit of a dash.

had to submit a freelance story for SPA CHINA. then had to cook lunch, earlier than usual. the sun's out today but i still hate luton.

past few days was realyl gusty, bit of gales about.

then, later, got to head to luton airport to catch e flight. willreach paris about 6-ish.

PARIS!!!!!!!

last few nites, i dreamt of 2 friends whom i no lonegr speak to.
one's a gd buddy i used to be very chuumy with and he upped and offed to oz with a rich bf who is really, quite snooty in some way - his bf came to sg and asked to meet me "oh laiyew asked me to speak to you" but in the end, twisted and turned the schedule and appointment about and it was just really awful and at the end of the day -> bad fucking manners.

the other is a butch i excommunicated becos she's always taking ppl for granted. aiyah, that one long story. anyway, i had a good time when she was still nice.

i find dthat i'm always looking back now. looking back looking back. i want to look forward.

what are the good things? must think of them.

i can't wait for my novel to finish, my first draft really. then need to find someone who can sort out of my pathetic english. finally, i can do it! --> aspiring novelists usually never get published wahahaha. whatever.

anyway, last nite, DBS royally fucked up my internet banking. they said e stupidest things ever. apparently my internet banking device is NOT mine -> they claim that i was using someone els'e's pin and therefore they are treating me like some fraudster. i said to the customer service "you guys are really fucking up and i don't care whether you record this or not becuase you really bloody did".

aiyah, long story. just have to wait for them tos ort out that one.

really can't wait to try sahadaru's SESAME ECLAIR! will take shots and put i tup here.